I highly doubt this is a new thought to anyone, it’s not really even a new thought to me..
But I project my issues so much, I bitch and whinge about things other people do because it’s traits I dislike about myself.
Being selfish, and boring, and constantly focusing on the same problems (that exist entirely in your head).. Lately those are the top 3 things that have been bothering me about people, and they are very true traits about myself
So I think next time I catch myself complaining, I’m going to try and reflect on if I need to make changes within myself.. I think it’s important to constantly strive to improve!
The first and the third I already work on, and hopefully I’m improving as much as I think I am.. That middle one though, being boring and never having anything to say, I know the theory of how to change but am yet to find that reality..
I have to find an activity or a research or something that interests me, a hobby that isn’t so personal I never want to share it (unlike the ones I have now)
Going to be hard but I’ll bloody well get there.. Just got to start using this brain of mine instead of letting myself get overwhelmed
And the itch is back
And there are so many promises I want to break right now so it will just go away
And I hate myself for being like this again
When men talk of women and girls in terms of legal/not legal, what they’re really saying is “I already sexually objectify this child and would attempt to fuck her if there were no laws in the way.”
You can’t deny that is fucking scary.
Sometimes there are things that just sort of vaguely seem wrong, but you can’t put your finger on why…until it’s worded like this, and suddenly everything slides into place and you feel like someone punched you in the gut.
shout out to people with abusive mothers who have to deal with the world acting like every single mother’s love is so expansive and unconditional and tender when that is the opposite of what we experienced