Kim, 19, Sydney
Self Loving, Self Loathing & Slightly Mental
Falling apart at the seams every damn day


A bit of self reflection

I highly doubt this is a new thought to anyone, it’s not really even a new thought to me..

But I project my issues so much, I bitch and whinge about things other people do because it’s traits I dislike about myself.

Being selfish, and boring, and constantly focusing on the same problems (that exist entirely in your head).. Lately those are the top 3 things that have been bothering me about people, and they are very true traits about myself

So I think next time I catch myself complaining, I’m going to try and reflect on if I need to make changes within myself.. I think it’s important to constantly strive to improve!

The first and the third I already work on, and hopefully I’m improving as much as I think I am.. That middle one though, being boring and never having anything to say, I know the theory of how to change but am yet to find that reality..

I have to find an activity or a research or something that interests me, a hobby that isn’t so personal I never want to share it (unlike the ones I have now)
Going to be hard but I’ll bloody well get there.. Just got to start using this brain of mine instead of letting myself get overwhelmed

Had a mental breakdown, didn’t cut myself but definitely cut my hair

I hate myself

Had a mental breakdown, didn’t cut myself but definitely cut my hair

I hate myself

Feeling more broken than I have in a really long time..

And the itch is back

And there are so many promises I want to break right now so it will just go away

And I hate myself for being like this again



When men talk of women and girls in terms of legal/not legal, what they’re really saying is “I already sexually objectify this child and would attempt to fuck her if there were no laws in the way.”

You can’t deny that is fucking scary.

Sometimes there are things that just sort of vaguely seem wrong, but you can’t put your finger on why…until it’s worded like this, and suddenly everything slides into place and you feel like someone punched you in the gut.

(Source: iflewbikes)




Koalas having an argument.

if you have never heard a koala noise before, here is yr chance

they sound like fuzzy bike horns


shout out to people with abusive mothers who have to deal with the world acting like every single mother’s love is so expansive and unconditional and tender when that is the opposite of what we experienced





no one will ever understand the deep fucking connection I have with this film

For real though

Ok guys I need to talk about this movie.

The Breakfast Club came out in 1985 and to this day is, in my opinion, one of the greatest damn movies ever to barely even have a script.

During the famous “dance” scene, Molly Ringwald, who played the “princess” Claire, was supposed to a small little dance by herself, but she was shy so all of them did some dancing together, creating one of the most famous film scene’s to date. It was improvised.

During the scene in the film where the characters sat down and told why they were their, there was NO SCRIPT. John Huges told the cast to sit there and improvise why they thought their characters were there, creating that heart wrenching scene everyone could relate to.

EVERYONE can relate to this movie and thats the best damn thing. 

On March 24, 1984, five students entered a detention room thinking it was just another Saturday. Before the day was over, they broke the rules, bared their souls, and touched each other in a way they never dreamed possible.


Literally my favourite movie of all time.

(Source: david-own-world)